Spiritual Attack

I realized one thing. Whenever I don't play any worship/ praise songs, I get some form of attack Spiritually. It's strange yet true. I am beginning to suspect something is wrong in my room but am not sure where.

I have dedicated the entire room into God's hands. I am sleeping alone in my room but what is going on? I have been walking rightly before God for sometime now. I wonder... I cannot take any chances, not to be super spiritual but I think God showed me something while I was asleeped earlier...

Someone "wrapped" around my entire body, trying to suffocate me. It feels like a bear hug, only that it is trying to squeeze the life out of me. I suspect it's in my cupboard... Need to do some delieverance to my room. Sigh... How? I mean, I am still in a cast... Argghhh...

Funny thing was that, when I tried to break free, I was not able. Instead the grip tighten on me. When I got rather frustrated, I almost woke up but can't seem to break free. Something strong yet, not stronger than Jesus is doing something unto me...

If I am not wrong, I believe it is the power of prayer. Especially the past couple of night and day's of prayer and worshipping. Binding the powers that is stopping my parents and sblings to Christ. If I am not wrong, I think they are being tortured by me and feels threatened by me. Especially when I prayed ferverntly to God to ask God to help me and anoint me... To led my parents and siblings to Him... Hehe... This must be it!

As I recall, I was even tempted into lustful thoughts and even getting frustrated easily. Not a normal me who would lose my cool. Yes, something is happening around the Spiritual atmosphere in my home. Glory to God!

Now, next problem I have to get rid is to get rid of the messed up rest timing I have been having. I have enough! I am not going to wait till wee hours and keep late nights anymore. NO MORE LATE NIGHTS AND NO MORE SUPPERs or MEALS after 8pm!

Oh yah... These few days, I have been messing up with my computer. Cause it suddenly died on me and I need to load and unload, download and delete alot of stuffs. I thank God that my com's been running smoothly from yesterday till now. I do hope that nothing else will grow wrong now. Especially my data... Precious datas from SOT... My lessons etc... Cannot... Must save and protect it...

Gosh, it's about 2:30pm now. Am getting sleepy now... :( Cannot... Must endure...